Sunday, March 11, 2007

Rounding the bend.


Finished up LNT last night. All in all, it was a fantastic time. The Gods had been planning this thing the entire term, and I'd say it showed. We abolished the secrecy element of LNT this year in the name of increased publicity and membership. It worked; 36 teams participated in LNT this year, which has got to be, or at least be very close to, a new Carleton record. Things went pretty smoothly throughout. We had some conflict at the very beginning (a CUT tool trying to steal our demands list), and at the end (some fucker throwing a soda at my head when he didn't win), but it was all positive in the middle.

Some highlights included: some kid taking a dump in his hand, lots of free booze, adult diapers, good free food, creative performances, excellent peons, etc. etc. etc. The Gods and Peons like were on their game, and we were able to do things pretty smoothly.

I am starting to realize now how tired I actually am. I think I say this after every term, but I do feel this term was my longest and most trying while at Carleton. The comps factor was enormous. I've never put that much sustained effort into an academic pursuit, and I can feel it. I feel utterly repulsed by my computer; there's no desire to even look at a History book for at least a year. The drama factor was enormous. Things got even more bizarre with her than ever before, and that cost me hours of sleep over the course of the term. The strain of figuring out next term's living situation was an emotional and psychological burden that I'm glad we're rid of.

Yet, this was not a bad term. I made lots of new friends, renewed bonds with old ones. Vegas was the most positive Frisbee experience I've had in over a year. Spring break's going to be a shitload of fun. And, I get to live with three of my favorite people ever next term--my last term.

I'm tired. But, it's a good tired.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Back in Action.

Well, I got busy.

That's really the only excuse you need to explain why this blog hasn't been updated in about three months. I got busy. Monumentally so. Perhaps the briefest of a synopsis will give you an idea of this term.

This Winter, I had to do one major thing: comps. My senior integrative exercise absolutely dominated this term. After fourth week, my days looked something similar to this:

1. Wake up.
2. Work on comps.
3. Go to class.
4. Work on comps.
5. Go to practice.
6. Eat?
7. Work on comps.
8. Get high.
9. Sleep.

It was probably the most depressing--yet, strangely, the most academically rigorous--experience I've had at Carleton. Working solely on one subject was an enlightening experience. I've never felt so very attached to a concept before, especially one that held no personal significance for me. I do not care about President Gamal Abdel Nasser. I do not care about his Africa policy. I do not care (much) about history, memory, or identity. Yet, I found myself completely devoted to that paper. I poured over books, considered the weight of each word I wrote, each paragraph I edited. It was both a wholly stressful, yet cleansing, experience.

I made some great friends during the process. The majors and I bonded together in the face of the stressful conclusion of Carleton. We commandered a spot on 3rd Libe, claiming the area as our own. We drank together, laughed together, cried together, and some of us (not me) are now even bedding together. It was a remarkable experience, and I'm glad I shared it with them.

Comps are now done. This is good. I will now have time to catch up on life, as I have most of reading days completely free. I'm happy to return to this aspect of my life. Hopefully I'll have exciting things to write about in the near future.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Sri Lanka's Foot, Meet Bullet.


A series of depressing articles have come out of Sri Lanka over the last three days. All of them have focused on the alleged kidnapping of residents in the embattled North and East provinces of the island. A few days ago, The Island reported that 24 students and two teachers were kidnapped by LTTE cadres during a tuition (tutoring) session in preparation for the O-Level exams which will take place at the end of this year. Apparently, the militants entered a classroom, hoarded the victims into a van, and drove them to a remote LTTE camp in the north. This was after 300 students held a public protest against the LTTE's infamous tactic of kidnapping children, and forcing them to enter their ranks against their will. The students and teachers were released yesterday while the LTTE and GoSL continued to sling semantical mud at each other. While the government maintains that the students were illegally taken, the LTTE continues to claim that the six male students had previously agreed to join the movement.

Meanwhile, the search for Vice Chancellor S. Ravindranath of Eastern University in Batticaloa continues. The VC of the university, who disappeared from his home two weeks ago, is rumored to have been taken by the Karuna faction of the LTTE. The Karuna faction, headed by a disenchanted former LTTE general who broke off from the main movement, is waging a quasi-Civil War among the Tamil populated areas of Eastern Sri Lanka. As the search enters the second week, Government officials have begun to admit that the likelihood that VC Ravindranath surviving captivity with the notoriously vicious Karuna faction is "slim".

These developments hint at the quality of life in the North and East, and the utter immaturity that is the ethnic conflict in Sri Lanka. The LTTE has been flagged by human rights watch groups since the mid-1990s because of their kidnapping policies. The BBC reports that over 450 children were taken by the LTTE this year. Kidnappings have been on the rise as of late, which perhaps shows the financial and ideological troubles of the LTTE. By all accounts, the LTTE is on the run in the north, as GoSL forces push them deeper and deeper into the jungles. Reports also claim that the LTTE is nearing bankruptcy, given a series of military defeats, and crackdowns on terrorist cells (that continue to fund the LTTE) by the USA and EU. The LTTE, assumedly, kidnaps these children not only to create an atmosphere of fear and intimidation in Jaffna, Trinco and Batticaloa, but also because they are having an increasingly difficult time recruiting individuals to champion the cause. More than ever, the LTTE looks to be nearing the point of collapse.

This doesn't mean that the GoSL isn't without blame as well. Operations to resuce these kidnapped persons were non-existent, while the press secretary spouted patriotic drivel about SL Army forces establishing "a chokehold" on the embattled areas. If there is such a confident military presence, why aren't the kidnappings ending? Meanwhile, Mahinda Rajapaksa continues to be silent about the ethnic conflict, falling back on to his platform/crutch of economic progress before territorial conflict resolution. Rajapaksa has focused his attention on the opening of Sri Lanka's second internation airport (they don't need another) and improving the suburbs of Colombo. Anyone who doesn't think the war in Sri Lanka should be the number one priority in terms of politics and governance is a fool. Unfortunately, the GoSL is full of these fools, the biggest one being the president.

What to do? There's no question that the SL Army could probably overwhelm the LTTE at least in the North at this point. Perhaps a sustained attack (rather than joint-guerrilla warfare) to completely subdue the LTTE is the best idea. I would hate to think about the civilian loss that would be a result of such an operation. My guess is that both sides will first try to secure capital and supplies. for the LTTE this means tracking down more individual donors in India, Europe and North America willing to provide money and arms for the armed forces. Meanwhile, the GoSL will have to keep convincing donor chairs that there is tangible progress being made in the ethnic conflict, Tsunami reconstruction, and general development procedures in order to stay afloat. After this happens, I expect to see another spike in violence before cooler heads (hopefully) prevail.

It hasn't happened yet.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Summary on a Plane.

This is actually being typed on a Word document as I fly home from Northfield. My last few days in Northfield were a lot of fun, as was the time spent in Walker at Annie’s cabin. I’ll try to cover as much of the past week or so as possible.

I love Annie’s cabin. This marked my third time going this year. I have many fond memories there, and this trip was no different. The personnel changed slightly, but that was of no matter. In fact, the alteration probably enhanced the experience.

We left for Annie’s cabin Friday evening in Lippincott’s car. Lippincott, Ward, and Fowler joined me. On the way up to Walker (about a four hour drive), we listened to about a third of Al Franken’s Lies, and the Lying Liars Who Tell Them. I had heard a lot about the book (and may actually own it…I’m not entirely sure) and it was some good background noise for the long journey. Al makes some good points, though not ones that were unbeknownst to any moderately aware liberal thinker over the course of Bush’s administration. Though it was dark most of the way up, I was able to observe and appreciate Northern Minnesota’s landscape. It really is beautiful land, complete with evergreen trees, rolling meadows, and crystal clear blue lakes. It’s too bad the people that live near these physical splendors are those who Franken despise (as he would say, “there’s something fundamentally wrong” with them), and blame for the current dishonorable state our country is mired in. While I, theoretically, believe that every individual human being is entitled to the right to free thought and idea, I do think that their political and moral conceptions of responsible rule and relation to other sovereign nations is, for lack of a better phrase, flawed.

But I digress. We arrived at the cabin at around 10:00 PM, filled with fun sized candy bars, soda, and liberal protestations from a possible candidate for Minnesota’s Senator in Washington. Annie, Lily T., Goodspeed and Heydinger had traveled the previous night, and had by all accounts started drinking/smoking at around 2 PM that day. Needless to say, they were ready to go. Graciously, they had made pizza hot dish, a regional treat, for us. Essentially, “hot dish” is Minnesotan for “casserole” (much in the same vein as “corn dogs” become “pronto pups” when they cross state lines…go figure), and this one surely took the cake: mozzarella cheese, canned mushrooms, pepperoni, sausage and ground beef, smothered in pizza sauce, thrown unceremoniously over a bed of spaghetti, and baked in an oven for about an hour. Delicious, I tell you! After a few helpings of PHD, and a few Sam Adam’s, we were all in the cabin spirit. A few tired Seths collapsed almost immediately, while the survivors talked long into the night. In a strange twist of fate, I found myself curled up next to Heydinger in an upstairs bed. Though there was no cuddling, I have never felt closer to young Mr. Heydinger.

The next day was amazing. It would be pointless to recount everything that we did, for written out; it appears as if we did nothing. I got a lot of reading done (though none of it was comps related), ate a lot of fattening food, and smoked a lot of pot. My goal in going to the cabin was to clear my head in preparation for writing the 15 pages of comps due on January 3rd, and clear my head I did. There really isn’t anything like hot chocolate, a comfortable chair, and some good company to put everything in its right place. Lily left at around 1:00 that day to join friends and family in the cities. To our surprise, Laura Ambuel arrived, fresh from taking the GREs that morning in Milwaukee, and undertaking an eight hour drive to join us—a fairly impressive feat in my book. Our pattern of doing nothing continued for the rest of the day, interrupted by spikes of the consumption of vices.

We drove home the next day in spectacular, albeit unsafe fashion: passing bowls back and forth to one another as we sped home through the Northern Minnesota landscape. It was a great weekend all in all.

So, I’m on my way home. The flight seems interminably long and bumpy. Some precocious bitch keeps claiming that I am kicking the back of her seat. It’s actually my favorite thing to do as a 21 year old student: kick the back of airplane chairs of uppity blonde girls from Edina. Nothing gives me greater pleasure, in fact. I was sorry to leave Minnesota, as JJZ has an empty apartment to herself for the remainder of break. She arrived in town yesterday after spending the first part of break in Amsterdam and Berlin. I would’ve liked to spend more time with her, but one day was good enough. I’ve got a Hannukah party to attend tonight, and dentist (boo) and eye (whatevz) appointments the next day. I love coming home, seeing the family, etc. There’s not much by way of friends to see anymore, as they’re all either (a) in school, (b) huge fucking strokes, or (c) all of the above. Of course there are exceptions, namely Dave and Chels, some members of the Cutting Crew, and all the Frisbee players I have met over the past few breaks. I’ll focus in on those people to keep myself sane over the next few weeks.

And, of course, I’ll continue to procrastinate on comps.

PS: Saw pirated copy of Children of Men, staring Clive Baker, Julianne Moore and Michael Caine. Highly, highly recommended as a smart, dystopian sci-fi thriller.

Friday, December 15, 2006

Cabin ho!

I'm off to Annie's cabin tonight. Joining me is Annie, Lily T., the Seths, Heydinger and Ward. Should make for fun times.

I'll be back Sunday.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

This is Comps, Pt. I


I'm currently sitting in the Libe at Carleton, struggling with my comps. I came back to Carleton for a few weeks primarily to work on these blasted comprehensive exercises. My progress has been balanced, but largely positive. I found a bunch of new sources online and in the libe that will come back with me to California. I'm still relying heavily upon Tareq Y. Ismael's "The U.A.R. In Africa" in all sections of the article; perhaps a bit too heavily. It's not a subject that's attracted a wide amount of attention in History circles--at least, not as much attention as it's gotten in political science journals and books. Considering I've never actually taken a political science course, sloughing through pages and pages of political analysis of the Africa policy has been less than enjoyable.

I have enjoyed looking at personal accounts from Africa relating to Nasser's political advances into Tanzania, Guinea, Ghana and Kenya. I hope that I can use some of these documents into the memory/identity section of the paper, which I hope will make it "historical" enough. I won't be attacking that part of the project until sometime during winter term, so I'm just filing away those sources for another day.

It may help for posterity's sake to remind readers what my comps is actually about. My comprehensive exercise will focus on the Africa Policy designed and enacted by Egyptian president Gamal Abdel Nasser. While the overarching focus of my paper will be chronicling the rise and fall of the Africa Policy from 1956-1964, I will investigate Nasser’s use of history and propaganda to legitimize both his and Egypt’s place at the head of the Pan-African movement. Moreover, I will expand upon larger ideological movements that affected the scope and success of the policy, including anti-hegemony and nonalignment. I want to show that Nasser’s failure in properly creating dual leadership identities in the Middle East and Africa lead to the downfall of the Africa Policy, and cast the impression of the United Arab Republic as an extension of colonialism on the continent. A page turner, I know. I think it'll hold up throughout the term without having to go through multiple sweeping revisions. I wrote about a similar topic in Jamie's 395. So far, the sanity's holding.

In other news, I'm off to Annie's cabin tomorrow. But not before going to the Cow with Varsha tonight.

Monday, December 11, 2006

Mew-Zookeeper's Boy


Whaddaya think?

http://youtube.com/watch?v=3WwkN_EUhJc

I like it. Neat mix of Euro rock and good old American indie metal. The historical references are also pretty cool.